today being envisioned is tomorrow
today being relived is yesterday
All my yesterdays are foot prints on the shore of my life.
All my tomorrows are the sea shells on the shore of my life...
the ones yet to be picked...
the colors yet to be seen...
i wear today as a cloak around my wet body and
i dream of the next wave.....
There would be days when u already v tried everything…therapy, jogging, friends, writing, reading inspirational articles, prayers……and u would discover that nothing would work. It’s then you start tossing everything away; one by one, in the pool of your sorrows…along with many things that didn’t work. I guess it has been just one of those days for me, where nothing had the potential to work for me. And so now I am in the quest of new things that may have the potential to work. I have tried my less sucky friend’s patience to the last, while the others have tested mine and they still are doing that. It’s been one of those days when you just want to take a dive under the water and keep your head there… dwelling in the other world, the under world. As this world with all its charms doesn’t “attract” me anymore. It’s not livable, it’s not doable. There is nothing to bound me either. But I would try to work around it so I can “live my ‘act’ ” as my wise priestess says ….
Last week, I conducted a workshop, which some how turned out very well! For a shy, anxiety and panic prone person and a “work-from-behind-the-desk” person, that’s an ego booster! 2 more workshops to go!
Friday, December 09, 2005
About Me
- Name: Tanzila
- Location: In the Blue Yonder, Qatar
"I am that I am, a shining being and a dweller in light who has been created from the limits of the devine."-- Egyptian Incantation. We have all been created as beings of light. Even beings of light battle the darkness. A dark soul or light incarnate? Which one am I? Both! For in my darkness there lays that glimmer of hope and trust. And in my light, there is the shadow of somberness. Being created from the darkness of the womb, my journey is within the confines of the darkness of my soul and beyond it…
My Hangouts
- She Rocks
- The World is his Oyster
- The Word Wizard
- Taking All in Stride
- Rough Diamond with a Soft Center
- Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind
- Word of Da Man
- Waiting for Deliverance
- Acrid Soul
- The Misfit Artisan
- MOving.... I am moving....if you come still manag...
- Life’s Threads held Together by a Scotch Tape! He...
- An Untitled Life Thank you, how simple words of f...
- Drowning in a Cesspool of Lies This is the place,...
- Engaged … to One’s Fate! Women - when they enter ...
- Hiding in Another Dimension I know! I have been aw...
- 8th Oct came and went away. The same time, the las...
- Tagged! Not sure how it works, but since I was t...
- Rescue Meow11 I was taking a walk last night arou...
- The Color of Loneliness Tanhai phir koi aaya, di...
