Tagged! Not sure how it works, but since I was tagged by Mansoor – the man; hence, I must write. I am thinking about: promises that are broken – always – people who change, back out – always! Sincerity of emotions that I can never have..... I said, “I give a damn!” Also: “Ho he na jaeee!” 2 of my takya-e-kalams! I want to, be at peace with myself, with the people around me... I wish, I had a cottage by the sea, so I could go for a moonlit walk every morning and night – I swear I don’t need anything else if I have that! I miss, no one, missing something or someone is a useless and exhausting emotion! I hear, the music in my heart, right now it’s dasht-e-tanhi by Iqbal Bano… I wonder, Would I ever be whole and happy again? Happy I am, but in a fragmented way! I guess it’s the wholeness that matters! I regret, Nothing - ever! I am, a person oscillating between the extreme of emotions and situations – too caring, too ruthless, too sarcastic, too supportive, a believer and a heathen. Ecstatic and Depressive. My life is made of contrasting strands, that’s where my wild energies come from! I dance, as in never….just tap my feet! I cry, Often - Just now! I am not always, in the best of the moods… so I cant be a good company 24/7, but I definitely try! I write, what I feel, even if it gets to be too prosaic or philosophical and complex for others to decipher…but then, I am not simple and neither are my emotions I need, a break from every where…friends, family- some of the people around me especially. I finish, my work or anything I commit to, whether hell comes or high winds. This explains my disregard for sluggards!